“….at some point [Bonhoeffer] would be able to
do nothing more than “suffer faithfully” in his cell, praising God as he did
so, thanking him for the high privilege of being counted worthy to do so.”
(Bonhoeffer: Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, Spy, Eric Metaxas (Thomas Nelson: 2010), p. 195
(Bonhoeffer: Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, Spy, Eric Metaxas (Thomas Nelson: 2010), p. 195
I can’t
remember the last time I was so struck by a sentence. Like so many others under
the age of about 55, I have watched organized religion become watered down to
the point of being meaningless and airy words like “spirituality” replacing the
much harder concept of “faith.”
In this accessible
biography of the brilliant Lutheran pastor, Dietrich Bonhoeffer - hanged by the
Nazis for his role in several assassination attempts on Hitler - Eric Metaxas explores
the idea of faith in a hopeless world. Bonhoeffer, one of eight offspring, grew
up in an extraordinary cultured, intellectual German family. His father, Karl
Bonhoeffer, was a renowned professor of psychology and neurology. Bonhoeffer
was not the only one in his family who joined the German resistance movement.
His brother-in-law, an eminent German jurist, Karl von Dohnanyi and his brother
Klaus Bonhoeffer were both executed for their participation. In the early 30s,
as Germany began its descent, Bonhoeffer
was studying theology in New York. After a brief return to Germany, he moved to
England and then back to New York in the summer of 1939. He could have remained in either place, but
in July 1939—weeks before the beginning of WWII—he was back in Berlin fully aware
that his colleagues in the Church were being persecuted. He held no illusions as
to where his fate lay.
We can find
the reason why Bonhoeffer returns to Germany in the following quotes. The first
is taken from a 1935 letter from Bonhoeffer to his brother, Karl-Friedrich, as
Bonhoeffer is making a decision to lead the Confessing Church, an illegal
seminary. The second was written from Tegal Prison in 1944.
The restoration of the church must surely depend on a new
kind of monasticism, which has nothing in common with the old but a life of
uncompromising discipleship, following Christ according to the Sermon on the
Mount….Things do exist that are worth standing up for without compromise. To me
it seems that peace and justice are such things as in Christ himself. (Metaxas,
p. 260)
Who stands firm? Only the one for whom the final standard
is not his reason, his principles, his conscience, his freedom, his virtue, but
who is ready to sacrifice all these, when in faith and sole allegiance to God
he is called to obedient and responsible action: the responsible person, whose
life will be nothing but an answer to God's question and call. (Metaxas, p.
432)
I can’t be the only
one who finds these passages moving. But why? I think these words resonate because
faith gave Bonhoeffer both courage and comfort- two feelings which most of us struggle
to find in our daily lives.
Faith, for
Bonhoeffer, meant a belief in something bigger than himself. It was this
belief, this devotion, this faith in the larger idea that enabled him to act. What
we learn then from Bonhoeffer is that to act when someone is holding a gun to
your head requires a disciplined, unshaken faith in something larger than
yourself. It is only faith, by this definition, that gives you the courage to
act in a hopeless world.
We don’t talk about
faith like this today. Faith is associated with God and talking about God has
become embarrassing. Further, most of us live in a safe and peaceful world,
quite the opposite of 1930’s Germany. We don’t need to have faith in something
larger than ourselves. We don’t need to have that kind of courage. It suffices
today to have faith only in oneself.
Or does it?
Faith in something
bigger than himself clearly gave Bonhoeffer courage, but if you read the opening
quote, you will see that it also gave him comfort. When he sat desperate for
eighteen months in his cell in Tegal Prison, he prayed daily and engaged in his
habit of scriptural meditation, that is, he spoke—we don’t know whether he did
this in his head or out loud—words that had been spoken for hundreds of years,
by his historical predecessors and by his contemporaries. What can this
martyred Lutheran pastor teach us here?
Let me offer a
personal example. There is a service contained within Yom Kippur, the holy Day
of Atonement for Jews around the world, called Yizkor. This is a short
service where one recites a memorial prayer that may date from the time of the
Crusades in the 11th century. It is traditional for people who have
not lost a parent, sibling, or child to excuse themselves from this service
leaving only the community of mourners. When I thought of Dietrich Bonhoeffer
alone in his cell at Tegal praying alone, vulnerable, helpless in the face of
inevitable death, I thought a lot about Yizkor because it is during this
service that we too can feel alone, vulnerable, and helpless in the face of inevitable
death. We think as we say these prayers for our parents: who will say them for us and when?
How can
Bonhoeffer’s view of faith as something bigger than ourselves be a comfort to
us during this service? If you believe in God as Bonhoeffer did, the answer is
clear: you derive comfort in the fact that God is bigger than you. But what if
you, like me, have rejected the existence of a divine being.
First, I derive
comfort in the fact that my community is bigger than I am. When I say the Yizkor
prayer and look around the shul (it is actually a gym housed in a
Jewish community centre) at all the people in my Toronto Jewish community, I
realize I am just one of many, and that the community will go on with or
without me. Second, I find enormous comfort in words that have been said for hundreds
of years. That these words have survived and continue to be spoken provides a
sense of historical connection to the past and a sense of continuity—they have
been spoken before my lifetime, they are spoken in my lifetime, they will be
spoken after my death. The words themselves are bigger than I am. They will
outlive me, and I find that comforting. When I say these words with and in my
community, I am part of something larger and therefore I am not alone.
Of course, as we
know from the example of my earlier post on Hans Fallada’s Every Man Dies
Alone, that faith in words and ideas can be disastrous: the reason
Bonhoeffer is executed for his faith is because others had faith in something
else. For my next post, I will be looking carefully at one of the most important
essays on words, George Orwell’s Politics and the English Language, written
about a year after Bonhoeffer’s execution.
[The English language]
becomes ugly and inaccurate because our thoughts are foolish, but the
slovenliness of our language makes it easier for us to have foolish thoughts. (George
Orwell, “Politics and the English Language”, 1946)
Book: Eric
Metaxas, Bonhoeffer: Pastor, Martyr,
Prophet, Spy, A Righteous Gentile vs. The Third Reich (Nashville, TN:
Thomas Nelson, 2010)
The references in this posting relate to the e-book version of the text.
The references in this posting relate to the e-book version of the text.
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